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Nether

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The world unfurls:

becomes a gemstone, sinking
a mirror breaking
a thousand splintering realities

and I am lost —
forgotten who I ever was,

forgotten how to breathe.

On the weekend I put myself and my little sister in a terrifically dangerous situation and almost killed us both. She's perfectly fine, but I don't think I can ever forgive myself. You can't believe how angry I am that I let something like that happen to her, but mostly I'm just tired and sore and sad. There was one particular moment whilst I was trapped underwater in which I genuinely thought "this is it" for me, and I've been catching myself thinking that it should have been. But eh, anyway.

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haphazardmelody's avatar
This poem is beautiful. Your imagery is always so captivating.

And I realize I'm really behind on seeing this, but I do hope you're trying to forgive yourself. We all make mistakes, and the important thing is to learn from them. Not to regret them. :heart: Easier said than done, of course, but worth striving for.