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The world unfurls:
becomes a gemstone, sinking
a mirror breaking
a thousand splintering realities
and I am lost —
forgotten who I ever was,
forgotten how to breathe.
becomes a gemstone, sinking
a mirror breaking
a thousand splintering realities
and I am lost —
forgotten who I ever was,
forgotten how to breathe.
Literature
the arsonist
it is what it is.
I want to set that phrase on fire.
Pour some gasoline on each letter
till they reek of volatility
till they are itching for ignition, for agency
to burn and lick and singe.
I want to catch her mind alight,
each redwood-high issue to smolder
and I want each eye to brighten
like a freshly-stoked furnace
her words to be shot-off sparks
glowing in the night.
for every shrug
I want dynamite to liven
up the shoulders that have
lowered with the eyelids
till the whole body is a half-vision,
my kindle, these half-dreams
and one day I’ll find the match
to set the mind to passion
and she’ll wake up with a woosh,
a wild won
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matches
i.
i brand broken sentences into the
most hidden parts of my body,
words i never wanted
you to hear -
words i can't ever let you hear.
dictionaries shine through my scars.
ii.
i'm ablaze.
i burn like wood; i burn like a thousand
acres. i only meant to torch this photo of us, dear,
i only meant to burn these last couple of letters.
oh, god, i promise
i didn't mean to burn the bridges, i'm looking for
a way to stop the fire but there's smoke in my lungs
and smoke in my eyes, i can't even
breathe -
iii.
i look up.
you are there,
black match between your thumb and forefinger.
you smile.
Literature
Zemi
Things having to be returned to their transparency:
i.
/ green mist-earth / knit
atmosphere / fathomless
blue-lavender / lights
spun out from light
ii.
are recalcitrance / and you
are convergence
& - a fingernail of summer
- a melting of rain
- a crown of flowers
- a priest of sunsets
(beautiful? I love you, because. Zemi.
Zemi. are you beautiful because I love
you? Zemi? )
iii.
I imagine this is what it's like to breathe sea foam
over the Cliffs of Moher: hydration. absolution.
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On the weekend I put myself and my little sister in a terrifically dangerous situation and almost killed us both. She's perfectly fine, but I don't think I can ever forgive myself. You can't believe how angry I am that I let something like that happen to her, but mostly I'm just tired and sore and sad. There was one particular moment whilst I was trapped underwater in which I genuinely thought "this is it" for me, and I've been catching myself thinking that it should have been. But eh, anyway.
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This poem is beautiful. Your imagery is always so captivating.
And I realize I'm really behind on seeing this, but I do hope you're trying to forgive yourself. We all make mistakes, and the important thing is to learn from them. Not to regret them. Easier said than done, of course, but worth striving for.